I wonder at times if I am expecting too much,

I donno however, the reson of this feeling as such.

It seems that my care tries to block you,

it seems I push you for things you don wanna do.



I wonder if this is an expectation,

I feel dejected when you say "no".

I feel like crying when i ask you to get me

something but you have your own logical reasons.



I wonder if this is expectaion,

i say i want this,

i know you are not gonna get me that,

and I like a small child stand there all by maself.



I wonder if this is expectation,

you say something and I follow it blindly,

but if I say

your participation is almost nil.


Its not at all expectation,