I wonder at times if I am expecting too much,
I donno however, the reson of this feeling as such.
It seems that my care tries to block you,
it seems I push you for things you don wanna do.
I wonder if this is an expectation,
I feel dejected when you say "no".
I feel like crying when i ask you to get me
something but you have your own logical reasons.
I wonder if this is expectaion,
i say i want this,
i know you are not gonna get me that,
and I like a small child stand there all by maself.
I wonder if this is expectation,
you say something and I follow it blindly,
but if I say
your participation is almost nil.
Its not at all expectation,